Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ' 9:13 AM HeaRtBrOkEn.....
A BULLET THIS!!! A STRESS LIFE TODAE!!!
Today is the sickening day of my life...
Firstly,work frm 8am till 10pm...
N noe wat..my OT rate is 7 bucks!!!
Like WTF!!! Normal working daes u get 7.50 per hr n instead of usual 10 bucks we all get 7 bucks..
Mana ader keje yg bayar duit OT lebih kurang dari working hrs...
Haiz...
Gonna collect my pay tomorrow...Dah tkde duit...
Hmm...
Let's calculate...
Mon : $60...
Today: $60 + $35
Tomorrow (maeb): $60 + $35...
which means i will get $250 if i OT tomorrow or $215 if i nvr OT...
haiz..
stress pulak...
den sis pulak cari psl...
at werk she msg...
feel like not meeting them...
haiyo...
tat case is ok actali...
but this...
Imagine urself asking someone nicely n in return u gt negative feedbacks???
I was like Huh???
N she was like ans me back in a rude maner...
Was so shock wen she used this "God forgive me"...
I was....So sad...
Nvr b4 i've heard this from anyone saying tat to me...
It's as if i dun belong in this world...
tkpe lah..aku ni kan sape..
nvm..gonna buy 3 red bull cans n one packet of Winston reds...
Gonna finish them all by tonite..
Since i gt 1 whole night with me...
So damn stress...
I was so hurt tau she said to me tat way..
N she used the name GOD...
Tat is the most sensitive word to me...
Cuz everyday i pray to HIM...
I wanna be HIS true slave...
N she's saying that as though its a simple thing...
Actali the word GOD means alot to me...
About how HE "invited" me to the mosque 4 subuh...
N how i became the belia there...
N also the bilal..
N how i wanted to become good...
I was thankful 4 HIM...
4 HE answered my prayers...
Stopped the rain 4 a while juz bcuz i wanted to go home...
How HE spoiled my classmate's speaker juz because my classmate dengki n didnt want to let me borrow his speaker 4 my project bcuz my project is much more better than him...
I was so mad n i doa n i did happen...
This is wat happens when u become HIS TRUE SLAVE...
TO SIS: If u're reading this...Pls reflect k...
I'm not so panas baran...
But pls control ur temper...
Like how i control...
In fact...Everyone has temper...
It's a matter of how u control it..
IMPT:If i did sleep later at 6.45 wake me up k...
I missed yesterdae's SOLAT SUBUH...
N the BALASAN i get : THIS!!! A STRESS LIFE TODAE!!!
